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I want to stop

I want to just stop

I want to not have to think or negotiate or reconsider or do the complicated logistical algebra of living in this nightmare world for

just

a

freaking

day

my entire history bulges up against my back and nothing I do can extricate me from its need

whether to spend my strength to hold it back so that the next moment can pass unhindered

or to let it go like a flood washing out the road my life was navigating

every moment has the potential for crisis and i just want

one

moment

of

peace

Published by killerpuppytails

Really Quite Deadly.

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